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| http://www.b0g.org/wsnm/articles/eating+good
http://sjl.funnyordie.com/v1/view_video.php?viewkey=3efbc24c7d2583be6925
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| Talking to my brother in his time of shitty loneliness gives me anger/sadness for the situation and also just reignites feelings I have long since put back out of sight. People can just be so fucked up and it just sucks the most when its someone that has come so far along the path of life with you. It just sucks because my brother can do nothing but wait, everything takes time.
I still feel disgust and anger for what my brother's exgirlfriend is doing, but I feel like part of these feelings are unwarranted towards her and that's the part that sucks the worst. I told my brother from the start that his doubts about their relationship were a valid concern about her commitment/personality compatibility. He still wants her back and would take her back in a heartbeat and she's not giving him the time of day. = hoe4life
I see some similarities between me and my brother and I am excited to help him get through this. And that by itself makes January the best experience I have had in a long while.
Almost makes me wish I never gave her the second chance after I found out that she had cheated on him before.
Just gotta love life right?
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| when you know that someone has lied straight to your face without even struggling, when is it okay to trust that what they are saying now is the truth? the next time you see them after they have lied? or is that too naive and hopeful and trusting?
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| I really like meeting new people and seeing people that really want everyone to have a good time and be genuine. It can almost get to the point that the experiences are so good that you forget about all past experiences of being hurt and being shit on and realize that you are trusting these new people just as much, if not more, than some of your past relationships, and thats when it gets scary. Because to a point, friendships can stop where no one will get hurt but then theres no substance. But once theres substance, there's chance for harm. But its so nice to have fresh starts and fresh stories to hear and tell. It's like when I really just wanted to stay in my room all the time that I wasn't working, quality people came back into my life and pulled me out of that. So maybe I didn't go to Disneyland or Hawaii, but I enjoyed the break alot.
And the Ave was so dead it was wonderful.
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| I think that when things are at its most ridiculousness, maybe God is moving or is going to be moving the most. It's been a long time since I have felt such extreme emotions from all ranges of the spectrum and maybe life overall sucks from friendships or school or work or whatever anyone deals with on a daily basis. For me its been crazy to see what comes out of life's craziness and to see how people grow through trials. And maybe I am an optimist deep down but I know that there are learning experiences in every situation for all people involved in any given situation. Do you know how powerful that is? That maybe because of shitty circumstances, friendships, families, and mentorships (?) can all grow because of shifted reliance and trust. Through death, there definitely can be life and happiness. At the same time, life doesn't stop when things get rough and thats probably one of the hardest things for me. To keep the priorities straight in the midst of madness and to keep the eyes on the end of the race no matter what is underneath my feet at the moment.
I am looking forward to happy hour soon friend.
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